Almost a month off. But I decided to return...Don't matter if someone read it, I like uncovering, cause I believe keep everything to myself is worse...
Listening a song, during this week, I've remembered some old and confusing thoughs...
It's unavoidable don't think about it. Sometimes I can refrain from tears...but unfortunately on Tuesday I cried ;$
I still think about you. And my heart, my mind, everything in me IS a mess.
Cause everything remembers you, everything I see or do...
And it's incredible like the words have power. Just one word can make me feel better. Or worse.
And few words you said (to me) made me really better.
Maybe I am like a child, that don't know what feel or what is happenning to myself...
I don't know...I'm trying to overcome it day by day...But I wanna get back to the old days...
'I went to bed I was thinking about you
I'ts not the same since I'm living without you
All the memories are getting colder
All the things that I wanna do over
[...]
When it's you I'm dreaming of, I don't wanna wake up.'
This was the song has inspired me all those days... :)
